Strap (feat. Night Lovell)

In a room full of people, but I feel so lonely I hate the fact that people acting like they know me It's always the closest ones that betray you mostly Can't stand the fact that I even let you like hold me I got a price up on my head now I got these bitches so upset now I am the one that they obsess about It takes a lot so I'm impressed now You do not get why I be stressed out You do not get why I don't get out I don't give no one my address now World all around me is a mess now I keep crystals on me like a strap 2 up on my neck, 8 in my bag Keep my energy safe from these rats Ain't no going back no, no relapse Do the calculations do the math That means that I'm never coming back That means if I ever see your ass Stay away from me you fucking gnat I've been holding it down for niggas bro I've been holding it down for people who can't even hold it down for them-fucking-selves bro Niggas don't even got themselves They wanna say they got me, don't even got you Only bitch I ever met that could hold it down like me is Karma I keep my wall up, I know better Fuck all this love shit like forever I don't trust a single soul, no never People switching up just like the weather I got a price up on my head now I got these bitches so upset now I am the one that they obsess about It takes a lot so I'm impressed now You do not get why I be stressed out You do not get why I don't get out I don't give no one my address now World all around me is a mess now I can't even tell you what I go through Mentally I'm dead and that's the whole truth Depression took my life but that is old news You just buying everything they told you Something's missing, I'm not tripping There's a void that needs a filling I just needed you to listen Family tells me I'm distant, I'm so fucked up I don't visit I don't like the way I'm living You not real, you just a figment You not here, wish you'd admit it Sorry that I'm gone, I'm dead inside (Dead inside) Lately I've been feeling like this life's a lie (Life's a lie) You can tell I'm living in a place of shame (Place of shame) First the fame Now you waiting for the rain (For the rain) Tell me that you playing, but you know the game (Know the game) Take me out the frame Hope they forget my name (My name) Take me out yo plans, I don't wanna leave my home See the way you ran when I looked inside your soul Now I'm standing in the snow I can't let you in my life you never know (Never know) I can't trust a single soul you never know (Never know) I look happy but it's just the way I cope (Way I cope) Yeah I'm cold, but I'll let you wear my coat Stuck inside my head, I don't got nowhere to go Laying on my bed wishing that I'd never go Driving on my ones, I just gotta watch my back And my windows black, crystals on me like a strap