I hope this is as close to hell as I ever get

Is your very existence

Shackled by an irrational fear of hell?

Terrified of suicide

But desiring death as well?

Can't they see there are consequences?

When will they ever learn?

Every night seeing dead faces

Of the friends and family

Burn; no one will be saved

To the will of God enslaved

Will I ever awake?

I pray the lord my feeble soul to take

Can't they see there are consequences?

For every push there's a pull?

Each life's a test impossible

To secure one's seat in hell

Can't they see there are consequences?

When will they ever learn?

Every night seeing dead faces of friends and family

Burn; no one will be saved