Lullaby

Is this my home?

I know it is

I remember

the coffee cups you left

this mornig

maybe it's just my drunk obsessive fear

but

this is a cave

a concert hall

don't move

don't coff

the darkness falls

I don't want to break

your dreams

I know you need

to count things

to fall asleep

you could start with my guilts

with my bad habits

with my drinks

time for

a catlike reaction

but even my cares are too loud

tonight

one more step and I'll be there

next to your peacefull sleep

next to my 'it will always be'

but you're not here