Trigger

So tired of being tired and drunk and lonely

And I hate myself in the morning

Yeah, so much more in the morning

When the guilt swirls in my stomach

And my heart beats through my ears

And all the little things that I ignore

They seem to be more real

I held the gun, but you pulled the trigger

And we watched it all go

I held the gun, but you pulled the trigger

And we watched it all go

And all the records I've been playing

They tell me to stay this way

And all the ones I love give up on me

They try their hardest and fail so miserably

I held the gun, but you pulled the trigger

And we watched it all go

I held the gun, but you pulled the trigger

And we watched it all go

My heart was fast, but your heart was quicker

And we watched it all go

I held the gun, but you pulled the trigger

And we watched it all go, it all go

My timeline is running out fast

My future will never be my past

And I still can't work out how to make my money last

And all the things I thought that I could be

Get less and less as each new day begins

I held the gun, but you pulled the trigger

And we watched it all go

I held the gun, but you pulled the trigger

And we watched it all go

My heart was fast, but your heart was quicker

And we watched it all go

I held the gun, but you pulled the trigger

And we watched it all go

I held the gun, but you pulled the trigger

And we watched it all go