Bloom

'God damned

Cursed

Hellspawned

Serpent born'

I often lay in thought alone in my head

Allowing my mind to take me to the places I fear

I’ve asked countless times

Kept track of the count

To try to prevent you from being there

I trust you

I guess I’m gullible even if I hate that two word lie

You left me no option

The light leaked to the end of the wall

I watched it stop

From it someone began to crawl

The entire room went black and I commenced to fall

Pulling me

Hands reached out from the hollow

Pulling me deeper

Pulling me

Further

Your tongue moves so serpent-like

While you scribble frantically

"I'm sorry" escapes your lips in a rhythmic repetition

The only time you stop is to pull your eyelashes out or try to scrape your skin of me

I can no longer feel

I opened the door to an empty room

Buried everything and watched it bloom

I opened the door to an empty room

Buried everything and watched it bloom

I’ll always be dispensable

I was born on the left side of the throne

Destined to lead a life of right

Only to end in constant falling