I can't complain, I do it to myself

I'm not the same as you used to know

I'll change my name just so I can start again

I want to start again

I'm trying to find my own space

While avoiding this place on the ground

My pride is receding at pace

But I'm fucked if I let it go now

All these differences between me and them

Should have known all along

Needed distance when you were in my head

Telling me that I'm wrong, now I'm gone

But I've still got time to start planting what I'll grow

I can't complain, I do it to myself

I'm not the same as you used to know

I'll change my name just so I can start again

I'll start again, just wait

Screaming, nowhere to go, nothing to show, I'm a ghost

Brighten both of my eyes 'cause diamonds don't cut on their own

Take me for a fool with everything you know, everything

Caught up in your world, guess I should have known

I've been walking for days and it's hard to see this half full when I'm thirsty

I dream of the rain that it'll wash me away so I can rest my feet

I'm sick and tired of being, of being sick

I'm sick of being here