Too tired to be anxious

Too tired to be afraid

If I spent my time you would just run from me anyway

I just wish the last thing I saw wasn’t you laid up on the floor

All the seconds all the minutes all the hours I never had went out the door

I consider him lucky I wasn’t there that day

I would’ve ripped his jaw off

Cut his eyes out his face

The beast opened it’s eyes for the first time

Gun in my eyes and gun in my eyes I stay

Blind in my cries and blind in my cries I’ll stay

Your self-righteous bullshit could never save me

Self-righteous bullshit could never say

He’s never early

He’s never late

But always on time

With all that’s going on

For all that I am (I hate all the things that I didn’t say)

For all that I am (and I didn’t say)

I just wish the last thing I saw wasn’t you laid up on the floor

All the seconds on the minutes all the hours I never had went out the door