Lost at Home

I'll wait by the fire You'll find me in the flames 'Cause I'm tired of the darkness No change I feel smothered Overruled at my own game Don't feel the shame in how I behave I don't want to play 'Cause I'm lost at home These rooms are not my own And this is not where I belong anymore It just makes me want to leave this lonely haven Don't want to feel safe Don't want to feel loved Just want to let go 'Cause I'm slowly shrinking I'm slowly wasting I'm slowly rotting down to bone 'Cause I'm lost at home These rooms are not my own And this is not where I belong anymore I feel lost in my own home These rooms are not my own And this is not where I belong anymore How could you let me go?