Trapped inside my mind
My demons find their way inside
They damage my soul
Lack of trust
Thinking they're out to get me
In the end I'm right, crushed
Wishing someone would make me believe
Lost in the fray
I've been abandoned
Hoping this will end
Will I ever mend
These desultory episodes
In forever circles
Forever submerged in my thoughts
With an anchor attached as I drown
I've dealt with so much loss
Anticipating the next let down
I can't get out of my own way
Please make this part of me go away
Please make this part of me go away
It seems I'm falling into another one of my crossroads
Wishing someone would make me believe
Lost in the fray
I've been abandoned
Hoping this will end
Will I ever mend
These desultory episodes
In forever circles
Is this insanity?
Is this insanity?
Is this insanity?
Is this insanity?
There are those nights
Where I'm reminded and its amplified
Psyche tearing at the seams
Smiling from the outside
But from the depths I scream
Feeling broken
With glass bones
Searching for answers
But I'll never find them
My remaining days consumed by mayhem
