Dope

Thorns of Christ fed to kids like candy

I know they say mama loved me so why'd Devil get to touch me?

I am pain, I am shame, I'm impatient with myself

I was just a stupid fucking brat

Narcissistic, ignorant to a better me

I haven't been the same since she touched me

I know it's my fault but now I'm heaving

They cleaned me with the cloth of Jesus

Covered in cum

Greasy with regret

I don't want them to know

But I'm numb that they do

I don't give a shit

If they gave a shit

But if they did

I might not feel so alone

Dopesick

Weeping wound

It's all the same...

Dead animals in shepherds paint

Lead a pack of morons to a morons death

I used to be like them

No more, never again

They say I'm full of myself but they're full of shit

Anger is what hurt begets

I tried to forgive but I could never forget

No

When I went through hell, I met the devil and he wished me luck

Submerged in drink

Greasy, I repent

I don't want them to know

But I'm numb that they do

I don't give a shit

If they gave a shit

And that's it

Dopesick

Sick in the head

Bitter of the son

With holes in my hands

Dopesick

Sick of the way

They made me ashamed

For habits they introduced to control me

After all, I'm a dope, aren't I?

After all, I'm a dope