This Is How I Feel

8 a.m. like any other days Get up from my bed ready to quit my life But there's something I gotta do To make the world a better place It's hard to live by myself But I have no time to care for someone else But I want someone so I can share my life and happiness I'm another sad and lonely life on earth I wish I could change myself Make more friends and love this life But in reality, I'm vulnerable What I see is my ugly imperfections I wanna be hot or cold Not in between I wanna say what I wanna say Withhold nothing I wanna go live my life You can't stop me I just wanted you to know This is how I feel Shame and tears were my only friends Until you came and touched my heart How did you see someone invisible How are you still holding my hand I wish I could change myself But you tell me to trust in you I still see my ugly imperfections Now I see, it's more of you than less of me I wanna be hot or cold Not in between I wanna say what I wanna say Withhold nothing I wanna go live my life You can't stop me I just wanted you to know This is how I feel All the world is changing They say it's just the beginning Surging over me like an angry ocean wave I get behind the line again to get my life back again This is my life This is how I feel I wanna be hot or cold Not in between I wanna say what I wanna say Withhold nothing I wanna go live my life You can stay with me I just wanted you to know This is how I feel This is how I feel This is how I feel This is how I feel This is how I feel This is how I feel