In the Middle

I don't know why I'm lost in the middle I'm lost in the middle of things I been losing my focus Snoozing my mornings Concealed all my emotions And blew all of my fortune Still, here I am Just don't understand How I got lost in the middle of things Still, here I am Just don't understand How I got lost in the middle of things How I love to be foolish No more excuses I want love and amusement But I fall for illusions Still, here I am Just don't understand How I got lost in the middle of things Still, here I am Just don't understand How I got lost in the middle of things Feel like my decisions never closing gaps Instead they stretch the fissures I figured that's the way it go today Tomorrow might be different Some evil in my system, needing riddance Insecurity hitting before I get to see a finish line It's about that time That I fire up the engine and get on my grind Get my ass to work Speak up if I wanna get heard Damn, feel like I got so much left to learn I don't know why I'm lost in the middle I'm lost in the middle of things I don't know why I'm lost in the middle I'm lost in the middle of things I been taking these moments Drown in emotion Too much weight on my shoulders Moving mountains and oceans Still, here I am Just don't understand How I got lost in the middle of things Still, here I am Just don't understand How I got lost in the middle of things How I hate to be losing No more confusion Left my muse with amusement Now I fall for illusions Still, here I am Just don't understand How I got lost in the middle of things Still, here I am Just don't understand How I got lost in the middle of things Give people the banger, just to release anger Trade raps with the crowd on that stage it's a anthem Can't feel what I'm feeling man, too much adrenaline Rushing through my body the energy never end 'Til it's time to go home, be back by my lone Supposed to be connected through the phone, but my connection's gone Broken, lost in the open But don't get mad about this way of life I'm the one who chose it I don't know why I'm lost in the middle I'm lost in the middle of things I don't know why I'm lost in the middle I'm lost in the middle of things Still here I am I'm lost in the middle of things Still here I am I'm lost in the middle of things Still here I am I'm lost in the middle of things Still here I am I'm lost in the middle of things Still here I am