Stuck in the backtrack of my past

Taking two steps forward and three steps back

Living my life staring at the hourglass

Thinking how much longer til my relapse

Lacking judgement caught lost in the moment

Was i ever built to last?

Misery makes madness

Like the fire from the matchbook

Set ablaze this house and leave my secrets

Wandering the halls

Searching for an exit

Scratching fingers on the walls

Praying pill after pill will save me from my downfall

Searching for a fix

Reaching nothing but the gun

Feeling my final breath escaping from my lungs

Cannot escape this place

I'm destined to die here

These existential days lead me to my worst fear

I find my company in misery

And now this is slowly killing me

Temptation tricks the mind of an empty soul

Lacking judgement caught lost in the moment

Was i ever built to last?

Ash and dirt is all i'll ever need to fix my rotten soul

Trading in my love for poison

Selling out my will to live

Break apart whats left i'm tryna take it

Block out this worthless waste of life i've lived and fucking erase it

I cannot get the guilt out of my mind i cannot face it

I've betrayed everyone i love and now i cannot fake it

Cannot escape this place

I'm destined to die here

These existential days lead me to my worst fear

I find my company in misery

And now this is slowly killing me

Temptation tricks the mind of an empty soul

Lacking judgement caught lost in the moment

Was i ever built to last?

Cannot escape this place

I'm destined to die here

These existential days lead me to my worst fear

I find my company in misery

And now this is slowly killing me

Stuck in the backtrack of my past

Taking two steps forward and three steps back

Living my life staring at the hourglass

Thinking how much longer til my relapse

Temptation tricks the mind of an empty soul

Lacking judgement caught lost in the moment

Was i ever built to last?

Was i ever built to last?

Was he ever built to last?