I've been having nightmares again

And waking up and trying to pretend

That you're still here, and he's not gone, and no one lost

I drank my humor and my beauty away

So sweetly lying, you tell me that you love me and it's gonna be okay

You've been getting cigarettes again

And you won't even try to pretend

That the shaking in your jaw and spine will turn out fine

Well I hope you're happy, cause I'm not the girl I used to be

You save yourself from you, then grab me

I drank my humor and my beauty away

So sweetly lying, you tell me that you love me and it's gonna be okay

Just rest a while, and care for hysteria and sadness, for genius

(?)

I'm not your baby

I'm not so crazy

All your sweet talking is why I got done

Pull the trigger, come undone

It's hard to swallow, you can't take lungs to half as much as me

I am not the only one

And you are not the only one

I drank my humor and my beauty away

So sweetly lying, you tell me that you love me and it's gonna be okay