No One's Deserving

Afraid to be myself.

Alone I can't be loved.

I stare through your soul

To find something meaningful.

Something that can't grow old.

I know where you are and why you're there.

It's making it hard to disappear .

I see you in the walls where I sleep.

Your tight grip, it suffocates me.

Picked last. I'm a reject.

At least I was loved when I was a kid.

I'm feeling the distance.

It's so hard to talk when you turn away.

In your home I don't feel safe.

I know where you are and why you're there.

It's making it hard to disappear .

I see you in the walls where I sleep.

Your tight grip, it suffocates me.

No one's deserving to have this feeling.

So overwhelming, to feel this away.

Afraid to be myself.