Fantasize

You see me far from where I'm going to be Not stuck in where I've been Find a new way to break me Take me with you I can pull too Forever finding new ways To amaze to keep me going For a debt unpaid Makes me stay I'm in a daze This haze of normality The writings on the wall Still don't wanna fall I fantasize about leaving you And I dream of leaving My first look at time You can read nothing Of my expression Cuz if you knew my thoughts and plans How I know you'd change Just for a little while Take my leave and wait For the perfect time Forever finding new ways To escape it keeps me going Push the pain away I'm in a daze I'm in a haze A haze of normality The writings on the wall Still don't wanna fall