Applaud

I'm pulling out my hair The window's cracked, and I can feel the evening air Look into mirrors and I try not stop and stare The guy I used to know, he's just not there I'm forgetting all my memories, a man, a blank façade A memory of a lifetime when my mind wasn't so flawed So I'll say my bits about it and audience applauds Sitting, crying in the back room whilst the final curtain calls I'm overthinking everything, struggling to see Taking all my steps back just to breathe Staring off to space The fear of losing keeps me wide awake The stress is something that I try embrace A fractured hole, I cannot replace I'm forgetting all my memories, a man, a blank façade A memory of a lifetime when my brain wasn't so flawed So I'll say my bits about it and audience applauds Sitting, crying in the back room whilst the final curtain calls I'm struggling to get it out, words can't seem to form Too many things to care about, so I wrote it in this song Another sleepless morning and nights that seemed too long 'Cause my vision's way too clouded, thinking, what did I do wrong?