They Can't See Me Cry in the Rain

Things are scary

They're very scary

I'm not the same man I used to be

I'm aging

I'm maturing

Time simply means nothing to me

Now I'm missing how things used to be

When everything made so much sense to me

I simply say there's no need to compete

And this isn't how things were meant to be

I see them coming

I start running

My head's in fifty places at once

They're laughing

I come crashing

Down on the weeks of days of months

Memories in a chill

Darling what a thrill

Smiling through all of my pain

The storm builds up

I fall down

They can't see me cry in the rain

I'm waiting

Anticipating

Of what will become of me

I'll smile

For a while

Remember how everything used to be

Now I'm stuck waiting to be freed while everybody makes a mockery of me

I simply say there's no need to compete

And this isn't how things were meant to be

I see them coming

I start running

My head's in fifty places at once

They're laughing

I come crashing

Down on the weeks of days of months

Memories in a chill

Darling what a thrill

Smiling through all of my pain

The storm builds up

I fall down

They can't see me cry in the rain