Selfish Kinda Lover

Woke up on the wrong side of your bed Can't even find my keys I'm about to walk home Yeah I know it's so wrong of me To not remember last night Or the ride here Or how I got to sleep Tell me why I do this So consistently Well, I must've been Blowin' kisses, blowin' kisses at you I know it ain't right but its what I wanna do Blowin' kisses, blowin' kisses at you I know it's not right But you can't change the truth under the covers I'm a selfish kinda lover I'm a selfish kinda lover And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure I'm a selfish kinda lover I'm a selfish kind Woke up feeling guilty And empty A dark hole in my chest Kinda like a heartbreak with no apologies I'm afraid of commitment And the minutes That eat up all my time And I can't swallow my pride What's wrong with me? Well, I must've been Blowin' kisses, blowin' kisses at you Try to play it off like a sweet taboo Blowin' kisses, blowin' kisses at you I know it ain't right But you can't change the truth under the covers I'm a selfish kinda lover I'm a selfish kinda lover And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure I'm a selfish kinda lover I'm a selfish kind Sometimes I resent me But most nights I don't even mind Idle mind But I can't fight the feeling It's who I am won't apologize Won't apologize Cause you can't change the truth under the covers I'm a selfish kinda lover I'm a selfish kind And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure I'm a selfish kinda lover I'm a selfish kind No and you can't change the truth under the covers I'm a selfish kinda lover I'm a selfish kind And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure I'm a selfish kinda lover I'm a selfish kind I am