I just wanna change

But that seems impossible like I'm chained to who I am

I just wanna run away

Naked in this bed

Tryna find peace inside my head

Tryna sleep but i feel like there's lead on my chest

I just wanna run away

Naked in this bed

Overthinking every thing I've said

Overthinking and replaying all of my mistakes

I just want change be a better man

I feel so lost when I'm like

I can never be better than you i feel

I just wanna grow old

Have a wifey and home

Have a pot to piss in

Something to call my own

But I'm terrified that imma reminisce for the rest of my life

Be 65 in my grave

Still be the same man i am today

It terrifies me to my core

Please God help me to be more

I just wanna change be a better man

Yeah i feel so lost when I'm like

I can never be better than

You i feel

I just wanna change

I just for you, changed

I just wanna change

I just for you, chained