Anxxiety

My anxiety is not helping me forget you But I guess I really don't want to And while I'm trying to figure out what I should text you Have to remind myself that I already lost you I know sobriety would probably be a good call Been breaking down my body like it's a drywall But you've been flying through my memory like a baseball So I've been running through what I would say if you called I never meant to hurt you I just had a lot I had to go through Had a lot of shit I probably should've told you Like how beautiful you are and that I love you Switching up the layout of my bedroom So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to My anxiety isn't helping me forget you But I guess I really don't want to (My anxiety isn't helping me forget you) (Though honestly I really don't want to) Rolled up in an Uber to your spot the other night Left my crew back on the tour to try and make this shit alright I showed up at your door, I had my bag and I was begging And I know that you weren't having none of it, I understand it I certainly do not deserve another fucking second But when you hit me up and said we're done my plane already landed Now I'm trying to be a man and say goodbye to you, no crying But I fucking miss you, there ain't no point in lying, God damn I never meant to hurt you I just had a lot I had to go through Had a lot of shit I probably should've told you Like how beautiful you are and that I love you Switching up the layout of my bedroom So I don't have to wake up in the spot we used to My anxiety isn't helping me forget you But I guess I really don't want to It's been a war making peace with my ego Just when I think that I'm free though He got something up his sleeve though He ain't never letting me go Trying to murder my ego Just when I think that I'm free though He fashions me a new halo He ain't never letting me go It's been a war making peace with my ego Just when I think that I'm free though He got something up his sleeve though He ain't never letting me go Trying to murder my ego Just when I think that I'm free though He fashions me a new halo He ain't never letting me go He ain't never letting me go