Doubts

Unashamed's like our middle name

Since sixteen I been in the field

Spent a fortune on Bible college

To plant churches in Brazil

But God gave me Tampa, hip hop in six continents

Been on five of 'em, I've cried on 'em

Like come to Christ, now you could live

I mean it now, stayed outside

But this dope boy went down for a stride

And my last trip to Africa

Man, they said that we might not be coming back

Risk my own life

My career, my goals, my own wife

They say that's a lot for twenty-five

That's the least I could do, He was crucified

But sometimes I still feel like I'm in the dark

Yeah, yeah, let me explain the conflicts Kevin's heart

Uh huh, maybe the fact that my father left me plays a part

And why I'm so afraid that one day

I could walk away and leave God

Will I make it to the end?

Or will I fall and lose everything?

I'm trying to be a better man

But why is there so little change?

If I'm honest

I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting

If I was honest

I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting

Stand up, man, put your face on

I'm supposed to be K to the second letter

I'm the bride of a King like Coretta

Scott free, God let us all off the hook forever

But I'm still ungrateful

Acting like a tectonic plate move

When I don't get what I want

How am I gonna front like I ain't already got a plateful?

'Cause I'm a grown man, could I still have the same struggles

That I had when I was a teen?

Sometimes it feels like I'm one sin from

You saying that You're done with me

Am I deceived?

Am I deceived?

Do you really care?

Are you really there?

Oh, help me believe, please

Come quickly, wish that you'd come get me

Off of this world, surpassing joy

But yet I feel so empty

If they only knew I'm such a weak dude

But at the same time it's here

I see how much I need You

Will I make it to the end?

Or will I fall and lose everything?

I'm trying to be a better man

But why is there so little change?

If I'm honest

I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting

If I was honest

I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting

But then the Spirit covers me, He comforts me

I ain't gotta worry 'bout this no longer

When I feel my grip about to slip

His grip on me gets stronger

When I can barely crack a smile

Feeling like Mona Li'

God says, know you're weak

So when you're strong, you know it's me

See He's been saving since Abram

And He ain't lost one yet

Jesus has set me free

Never seen a better Son set

That's why I doubt my thoughts

That why I doubt my doubts

They just push me closer to the One

Who's got 'em figured out

If I'm honest, I'm doubting

I say to my doubts (I'm doubting)

I say to my doubts (I'm doubting)

I say to my doubts

If I was honest

I say to my doubts (I'm doubting)

I say to my doubts (I'm doubting)

I say to my doubts (I'm doubting)

Help me believe