Numb & Nervous

Yeah, I been doin' my best

And doin' everything that I can

I been holdin' my breath

Set that pill up on your tongue, girl, let's have a night

We been tradin' stories, lot of shit we have to try

Got no alibi, we really gotta acclimate

We can't do this when we pass away

Call you Eve, I'm even with Adam, ay

So, spread your legs, hittin' notes like Ella Mai

You lookin' like the fucking stars

Sit there in your Prada grey

Gettin' Harrows  in Westwood, get higher than redwoods

Make sure that that head good, yeah

Yeah, I been doin' my best

And doin' everything that I can

I been holdin' my breath

But commitment wasn't part of the plan

And Annie, understand I'm dyin' to hold your hand

I been doin' my best

Ay, but I gotta confess

I got girls in my phone that I never call

Numbers in my line that I never save

Drop 'em off, got no grip till they don't need to go tit-for-tat

I ain't with the shits today

I feel numb and nervous, those don't even go together

Let's make it X-X-X like the Roman letters

I mean Roman numbers, don't kill to get the rubbers

That just makes it feels as good as we do when we takin' uppers

I been doin' my best

I swear I'm doin' everything that I can

I been holdin' my breath

But commitment wasn't part of the plan

And Annie, understand I'm dyin' to hold your hand

I been doin' my best

But I gotta confess

I been makin' my bed and checkin' my texts

And leavin' everybody unread

I won't admit that you're next to get it off of my chest

But if I had to make a bet I'd say yes

So would you wait for me?

Just a little now to work it out

Numb and nervous and I know you don't deserve this

I'm not hurtin' you on purpose, but I'm learnin', goddamn

I thought I wasn't high enough and now I'm too high

I really had to smoke the rest, a metaphor for whose life, my life

I wanna pop off, I don't want the lime light

Everything is backwards like I don't got the time right

Everything, everything, everything, everything

I'm in my head too much, I'm seein' red too much

I want a vegan girl and watch her eat the world

I'm pescatarian, I wanna eat her pearl

She my blue thing, she on a juice cleanse

The second you end she quickly do sin

And cause a nuisance

I'm lovin' too quick, I'm fallin', trust me

And now my shoes muddy

She writin' all over my dirty Vans

I let her low down and I let my attorney dance

I got so much love for my early fans

Numb and nervous makes it really hard to understand, understand

Understand, understand, understand, understand, understand

I been doin' my best

I'm doin' everything that I can

I been holdin' my breath

But commitment wasn't part of the plan

And Annie, understand I'm dyin' to hold your hand

I been doin' my best

But I gotta confess