Defeated and Humiliated

I want to know that there's some kind of reason

I want to know that there's a truth

I want to know that there's some kind of lesson

To know there's something to conclude

It's me

Not them

Yet here I find myself again

No one's gonna dig your grave for you

It's me

Not them

Yet here I find myself again

It's just a thing you have to do

You need to see my body gasping and choking

You need to see me turning blue

I still have bones that have yet to be broken

So take a swing and follow through

It's me

Not them

Yet here I find myself again

No one's gonna dig your grave for you

It's me

Not them

Yet here I find myself again

It's just a thing you have to do

There's no escaping a mind

That's hellbent on fucking with you

We don't have to stop the bleeding

Now that bloodstains are in season

There's no escaping your mind

Sanity is fucking lethal

I should try to be more careful

But I'm okay with blood that leaking

I want to know that you know the reason

I know, you know, I know the truth

I want to know that you've learned your lesson

Now that there's nothing to dispute

I still have bones that have yet to be broken

I still have bones that have yet to be broken

I still have bones that have yet to be broken

I still have bones that have yet to be broken

It's me

Not them

Yet here I find myself again

No one's gonna dig your grave for you

It's me

Not them

Yet here I find myself again

It's just a thing you have to do

It's me

Not them

Yet here I find myself again

No one's gonna dig your grave for you

It's me

Not them

Yet here I find myself again

It's just a thing that's part of you