Workin' On Me

I look to my youngin for words At times, he wiser than me It's time to get back on my feet It's time to start telling you things The time that i'm speaking my mind I feel like a failure at things It stops me from going and going I know who the fuck I'm supposed to be I Got ppl counting on me When I'm not counting me She be mad at me cuz I'm mad at me I'm not the same person you fell for, I know baby So don't take this shit personal but I'm working on me When we met, big papi Big check Big truck Big flex I was getting these dumb hoes wet But I was getting my heart toyed wit Still was playing them hoes the best Oh and Big Mookie could dress Always out to flex Then I met you, wanna change Introducing you to things Start picking inside your brain Show you how a big dawg hang Try heal you from your pain Meanwhile I'm dropping weight not worried bout me Meanwhile I'm down, still tryna sell you a dream I bought my past in it So damn insecure I'm not an angel I Did my dirt and you stayed huh I did my dirt and stayed huh Treat you fragile just because what you came from Made a mistake, I couldn't handle some shit Knowing the problem, ima fixing the shit So can fix your shit? So we can fix this shit Bitch I'm committed Loyal til we hit the finish But I'm feeling real abandoned Acting like you don't hear me Got a nigga getting teary Want me back in my bag wit no feelings I look to my youngin for words At times, he wiser than me It's time to get back on my feet It's time to start telling you things The time that i'm speaking my mind I feel like a failure at things It stops me from going and going I know who the fuck I'm supposed to be I Got ppl counting on me When I'm not counting me She be mad at me cuz I'm mad at me I'm not the same person you fell for, I know baby So don't take this shit personal but I'm working on me