2014

Back in 2014 That's the end of my life Back in 2014 I think about it every night That was back when we ended And now I'm pretending Everything will be alright But it won't And it hasn't been I am stuck I am out of it I am fucked No amount of this Weed or the shrooms can remove all the fallacies Doomed to the alleyways Moonlit tombs and the valley, lakes Two hits, shrooms, and some salivate Two spliffs, plumes, and some salvi-a That's the end of the world That's the end of us, girl Love has no ending It burned Up, and the time We shared is now, just a memory It's all a lesson I've learned Shush Don't wake up the beast Leave it slumber Feast on the peace Eat from the land Drink from the river I am your weakness Keep me a secret I am your demons That is your defense You can believe this Looks are deceiving Change of the seasons Why are you leaving Give me a reason Is it that I am psycho and a sociopath Is it that you are a cycle and I'm open and vast Is it that you do not like what I have spoke in the past Is it that I was so spiraled, left your broken in half Is it that I'm nothing like you I'm well-spoken, but trash Is it that I hit the pipe too much, just hoping we'd crash Is it that you live a lie too much, just hoping it's facts Is it that I live my life too much, too closely to that It's that I am nothing I do not exist Tell me just one thing you cannot resist Take in my words I take control of you I make you burn I make you vulnerable I make you yearn I take a toll on you What have you learned Eyes will behold the truth Why be concerned I am the soul of you I will return I will expose the truth