Being Alive Is Weird

Can't trust the mirror These green eyes lie And how the fuck am I alive? These past few hours have been biting lips, Red eyes, knives on fingertips I'm always on the edge I think I will lose my mind My lungs are on fire I wish I could turn myself inside out White devil up my nose Please don't leave me alone I think I will explode I must say that being alive is weird Can't trust a single soul Old habits won't die And how the fuck am I still alive? I hit a wall, I threw a chair, Cutting too deep and pulling hair I'm always on the edge I think I will lose my mind My lungs are on fire I wish I could turn myself inside out White devil up my nose Please don't leave me alone I think I will explode I must say that being alive is Weird