Not Enough

I never was enough Guess that's the time that I say goodbye Did I ask too much? Was terrified of being left behind I know it doesn't make sense I think of you much less now that I've chosen to pretend Don't expect that you will ever understand the pain I'm in It's the life I chose to live Tell me why I can't resist? It's alright, I'll believe anything How could I let myself down? Thought I had you all figured out Let my anonymous drown How can I help myself now? I never was enough Guess that's the time that I say goodbye Did I ask too much? Was terrified of being left behind I never was enough Guess that's the time that I say goodbye Did I ask too much? Was terrified of being left behind Everything has changed As I watch you walk away I can't help but be amazed How could I've fallen for the same mistake? Go hide with all of your problems, please wait in a line You can't compete with the monster, forced into a lie How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?) How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?) How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?) How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?) How could I let myself down? Thought I had you all figured out Let my anonymous drown How can I help myself now? I never was enough Guess that's the time that I say goodbye Did I ask too much? Was terrified of being left behind I never was enough Guess that's the time that I say goodbye Did I ask too much? Was terrified of being left behind