Left Side Brain (Demo)

Burn my left side brain

With memories i can’t quite retain

Why are you still here?

After everyone else pushed me away

I deserve so much less

I hope you know i try my best

I need to fucking sleep

I just want to rest

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CH

Love is something

I need to learn to accept

Not hideaway and place pointless bets

On how long i’ll last, next year or next week

I want to scream but i can barely speak

You see me as nothing short of

Self obsessed

In reality i’m meticulous about every single breath

“it’s a miracle that you’re not dead”

An outsiders view fucks up my head

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I’m so exhausted just from being me

Counting down sunsets i’ll live to see

I hit rock bottom again

Maybe i belong here, i’ll never be free

Essentially

I’m stuck in this headspace, never be free

I’m stuck here for eternity

CH

Love is something

I need to learn to accept

Not hideaway and place pointless bets

On how long i’ll last, next year or next week

I want to scream but i can barely speak

You see me as nothing short of

Self obsessed

In reality i’m meticulous about every single breath

“it’s a miracle that you’re not dead”

An outsiders view fucks up my head

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Burn my left side brain, (i deserve so much less,)

With memories i can’t quite retain, (i hope you know i try my best,)

Why are you still here? (i just want to sleep,)

After everyone else pushed me away (i need to fucking rest)

I deserve so much less, (burn my left side brain)

I hope you know i try my best, (with memories i can’t quite retain)

I just want to sleep, (why are you still here?)

I need to fucking rest (after everyone else pushed me away)