The Idea Of Someone

How could I’ve been so confused?

I tried so hard to tighten the noose

I’ve been busy mending the pieces of my heart

But every wounded part is still

Dedicated to the idea of someone

How could I’ve been so obsessed?

The songs, the tats and all the rest

I’ll have to lose it all to finally know the reason

Why I’m lurching through the days and

Getting fucked up every night

'Cause out of the blue

I got addicted to the idea of someone

How could I fool myself with such a lie?

Oh, should I fall in love to finally fall apart again?