Is Hope Just Hard

They're worshiping and dancing

But I'm frozen to the floor

Something in the room

Threatening my core

I try to sing their songs

Don't feel like I belong

Who is the saint

Who is the fraud

Has my heart been hardened, or is hope just hard

Can I run away

Without running from God

Has my heart been hardened, or is hope just hard

I'm not sure I'm buying

What they're selling me

They're telling me it's worth it

But there's no guarantee

So little remains

I'm already drained

My spirit's wounded

And my faith is spent

Please don't pretend it's easy

To hope again