Negative Thoughts

Negative thoughts always in my brain I just wanna move on, but I like the pain Like negative thoughts always in my brain I just wanna move on, but I like the pain Like sometimes I lose control No breaks, I might explode I'm falling down, I know Today my heart is cold Tell me why I only focus on my problems On my mind, watch me plummet to the bottom Blessings all turn to a curse, always prepare for the worst I know I'm blessed to be here, and I try to see it But I'm not fine, fine Everybody hurts sometimes, times I never asked for this life, life So left me off of my vibes, but I won't die if I crash and burn And when my past comes back at me Tell me that I'll never fear again, tell me that I'll never fear again Negative thoughts always in my brain I just wanna move on, but I like the pain Like negative thoughts always in my brain I just wanna move on, but I like the pain Like sometimes I lose control No breaks, I might explode I'm falling down, I know Today my heart is cold I've been so low I've been falling down And you can't save me I won't I won't let the dark thoughts roll in me, and I won't never let 'em in Find a way to cope when they're breaking in my head again I'm tryna be a brand new person, tryna find my purpose Tryna ditch all my burdens, and I think I deserve it And when my past comes back at me Tell me that I'll never fear again, tell me that I'll never fear again Negative thoughts always in my brain I just wanna move on, but I like the pain Like negative thoughts always in my brain I just wanna move on, but I like the pain Like sometimes I lose control No breaks, I might explode I'm falling down, I know Today my heart is cold Negative thoughts Like the pain