Life After Death

When I die, i wonder if its it gonna hurt, will they cry and put my face on a t shirt, Will i fly, when they barry me under the dirt, this is goodbye, im leaving this world in a hurse, not alive, im watching my soul walk away, where is god, the devil has come out to play,now i died, this was the reason i prayed, it is what it is, I guess you can not control fate, now I lay on ground, while people surround, they tried revive, blood all around, im making these sounds, im seeing the light, why i cant rewind back to the time when i was alright, i tried to hold on, i tried to stay strong. But i lost the fight, now i lost my life, i wanted to turn my girlfriend to a wife, i wanted some kids with a fence that was white, i wanna go back and make everything right, that is a choice that i no longer have, on a good note i can go see my dad, god please forgive i know i did bad, take me heaven ill never look back, wait, im not ready to leave, i promise ill change you gotta believe, just hear me out ill listen to you im not adam and eve, now i cant even breath, life is just flashing in front of my eyes, you know what they say that is the moment when you bout to die, the worst part im making you cry, im so sorry momma for all of the lies, i wish could wipe all the tears from your eyes, this guardian angel will be in the sky, i will never let you down, i will always be around, this is it, im feeling my body go dumb, having thoughts like what if i had me a sun, its too late tell my uncle here come coincidence me and my daddy went out by a gun