How could I let this happen? I am washing away

My dearest of friends, I have learned to betray

Fearless friend that I thought I could be

I've found out that it wasn't me

But You never did change, You are true to the end

"Greater love has no man than to die for his friends"

In the aftermath of these painful events

I can see better now

When You were troubled in Your spirit

I was sleeping in the garden

When they were hurling accusations

I denied You to their faces

And as I'm looking back now on my broken promises

Like her alabaster flask, they are all I can give

Could You take my narrow love from me and make it beautiful again?

Because my eyes now can see that You are quite unlike me

Every promise You make, not a word incomplete

In the aftermath, it all makes perfect sense

I can see better now what I didn't back then

When You were troubled in Your spirit

I was sleeping in the garden

When they were hurling accusations

I denied You to their faces

"Can't you see now how I am the One that's true?"

Still I can't help but think it should have been me and not You

Grace atoning

Overflowing

How could I not know I'm loved?

Shame forgetting

Resurrecting

How could I not know I'm loved?

How could I not know I'm loved?