It's Ok to Cry (feat. Loyle Carner)

Boys don't cry, I ain't saying that I did I remember in the summer we were lovers, it was bliss Both had a lot in common, we was coming from the bits I would always have a Mars, you would always have a Twix I know another brother's probably in the mix Get your fix, I'll be getting mine, I tried a second time A brave face can only last so long I can't believe that we let it die, now it's the present time And I developed a pressure I wasn't gettin mine - it's bye-bye but Never Mind my eyes wide for the next bird, the next time I'll probably be the bad guy 'Cause good guys never make it to the finish line Don't know why I thought to give it time Cause it only cut me deeper shoulda saw the signs I still adore you but I love you from a distance From best friends to strangers with distance for instance You don't write the same amount of kisses in your "text'es" Remember when you told me I was different from your exes? And now you're probably telling him the same thing I mean it's cool but it's not the same thing It's in the past, wish I could erase it I'm caved in, never been the same since It's still a-blaze, wish I could have saved it A bit of faith, wish we would have made it You ain't gotta be the tough guy all the time Running from your walls won't make it alright It's ok to cry, sometimes It's ok to cry, sometimes (Check, ah) I got this front door camera on my phone Sometimes I check it just to check you made it home I crack a smile when I see you ain't alone Know you need a friend and I've been sittin' on my jones (Ah, trust) I leave a message at the tone Probably better if you once said I don't moan (ay) Then we don't argue, maybe pour me 'out my zone Till you say a couple things about my life I don't condone (Check) But anyways I'm bumpin' Kanye, hopefully The bonus track, you know the bitter-sweet poetry (Trust) I feel like knowing him is knowing me And knowing you is knowing someone that I hope to be But yo it's hopeless see? 'Cause I remember when you noticed me I coulda benched the world over free[?] Maybe I just never been livin' what I'm supposed to be 'Cause now I'm sittin with this beat, let my soul repeat We over for the chorus, appreciate you let me tour Say I'm sorry, leave my jumpers on the bedroom floor For all the fuckin' times I'm slammin' on the bedroom door And all the troubles that I left, they were swept a-shore But still I wonder why we've really never met before When I was poor, only worry was the week I saw 'Cause now I'm raw, burnt rotten to the core I throw away the money for the one that I adore (Check, to give me more, give me more) You ain't gotta be the tough guy all the time (Ah, to give me more, give me more) Running from your walls won't make it alright It's ok to cry, sometimes It's ok to cry, sometimes I've never seen my pops cry Men ain't really meant to Prize too high, I was livin' to impress you Sorry that I stressed you Never thought I'd get you Livin' in a mess, I was blessed by your rescue (Check you) I admit that I checked your page, I couldn't help it Didn't know the steps to take to move forward But I seen you doin' well Boys don't cry - if I did I wouldn't tell Finger on the dial, I was thinkin' "Should I bell?" Everythin' I dreamed, so imagine how I felt But I wouldn't melt, I'm better by my self If I never get to heaven 'least I made it through the hell If crime doesn't help - find a woman like yourself Left me on the shelf, it's the end of the book I'm tryna' turn another page but wherever I look The same story, regardless of the measures I took So pray for me Whenever the days tore me, hopin' you'd wait for me But knowin' you ain't for me Wishin' you might call, but this is a cycle Sick of the white lies and thinkin' it's my fault (Yeah, yeah)