When we were just kids we filled the world with innocence

Would trade in all of our sins for a bike with wheels that spin

But now a few things have changed, my mind is never not feeling strange

I fear I overcompensate because I hate this sick, sad, lonely fate

Could I turn back?

I guess I'll never know and it shouldn't matter

I've reached a new low - my guilty ghost is getting fatter

I've been kidding myself, please understand

Yeah, so much that I've done

I thought it'd make me a man

I was wrong

I'll admit that I've prayed that we would both be okay

And I still believe in the ways you showed me how good life can be

But now I stutter when I speak and wonder how I got this weak

This has taken it's toll on me, now I'm gently drifting out to sea

Would I turn back?

I guess I'll never know and it shouldn't matter

I've reached a new low - my guilty ghost is getting fatter

I've been kidding myself, please understand

Yeah, so much that I've done

I thought it'd make me a man

I was wrong

In the eyes of a God,

My God

I've been digging for far too long

I've been humming this gravedigger's song

Is it real? Am I really here?

All I want is the feeling of want but not for anyone

No, not just for anyone

Oh no, it doesn't matter

I've reached a new low - my guilty ghost is getting fatter

I've been kidding myself, please understand

Yeah, so much that I've done

I thought it'd make me a man

I was wrong

I was wrong

So wrong