Chain of Grief

Living life consumed by what's lost

Is no life that you would want for me

In weakness I wish I could push you aside

But it's past time I reconcile

That I love your haunting, all

Over again

Moments remain

Awaken to think this grief is paid in full

But you're still here

Your loss is a part of me

I won't follow intrusive thoughts

Leading me back to the darkest days

I have ever known

And ever care to feel

Never care to feel

Pain begets

Circle the drain

Pain begets

Burrow deeper

Inside

Inside

Cycles of Hell

Overwhelm every time I think of you

Is it blame? Is it shame? I'll always question

If I made the right choice for you

In those final seconds

But that pain won't define us

Though my throat belongs to your name, all

Over again

Moments remain

But this grief is never paid in full

Forever

Just a ghost I won't let slip through my fingers

Led

By the fear we both hide

One day the haunting stops

Yet

When the apparition fades

I'll scream I want it back

Led

By the fear we both hide

One day the haunting stops

Yet

When the apparition fades

I'll scream I want you back