Sad Interlude

Sad and drunk.

Yeah, I\'m looking for happiness.

Sad and drunk.

I want free, I\'m so depressed.

What is happiness.

How do you find it in yourself?

How do you sleep every night?

How do you choose friends?

How do you choose a family with less life problems?

How do you hang with girls who don\'t ever break your heart?

I\'ve lost a lot.

I\'ve lost confidence.

And now I\'m losing to myself, I\'ve lost the thoughts of ever winning.

I doubt victory.

I doubt a permanent job or ever going to school.

It doesn\'t make sense if you think that I\'m cool.

Yeah, I smile right?

Actually hiding my pain.

Actually faking it, the smile is my defense.

I look into the mirror, cannot really see myself.

Feel like I\'m dead.

Hallucinating ghosts in my head tryna drag me far away.

And really far away from my body.

Bleeding Flower.

SAD.

Sad and drunk.

Yeah, I\'m looking for happiness.

Sad and drunk.

I want free, I\'m so depressed.

Who am I?

Who am I?

Who am I?