Lost

There I was Watching my whole life burn up in flames Swollen gaze eyes glazed with tears I never thought that it'd end here What have I become? This road is cold I am so numb Every night I fall asleep I'm haunted by these demons that I'm harboring Inside a place within my mind Where optimism dies I'm lost Somewhere where the flames are hot And the person who I wanna be I am not Antidote within a barrel of a 4-5 Glock But I'd rather race the clock than call it quits and hit stop I'm lost but I promise I will find my way You can count on that I'll do whatever that might take Thanks to countless mistakes I may have made in the past Gave me courage to pursue excel a path and surpass Facts hold up homie not so fast Maybe take a look around recalibrate that math Mans creeping into thirty youth now in the past So whatchu plan to do upon that couch on your ass? Timer steady ticking soon we'll all run all out of air Early on I learned that not a thing in life is fair All I ever wanted was somebody that would care But I looked around the room and I'm the only person there Lost I'm lost I'm so lost I am I'm lost In the middle of a pissed off mob Throwing molotovs at a cop car for the cause I'm lost Like a little tiny runaway dog In the fog with a nose clogged thick full of snot I'm lost Which broken bridge I should cross Got my boots in the water with the mud in the moss I'm lost I am so lost Sob stories while they nail me to a god damn cross I'm lost I'm so lost We're all lost Oh so lost Lost inside