The Question

What waits for me?

I dread the knowledge but still it hangs

Overhead, underneath

Were we wrong all along?

What the fuck does this mean?

Our ego and our fear makes us think we're worth a shit

But when we shut our eyes and lose consciousness

It will be nothing

We will fear nothing

And feel nothing

So many questions that will never come to light (Come to light)

Lives gone for no purpose, I have to fight

This feeling, this fear has to end

We're nearing the edge all the same

No movement

Depleted

No breathing

A soul or just soil?

Do we go nowhere at all?

I try to let go, I get caught on the vines

Of fear in my mind

Strands of panic inside

A vile pain that could never hurt enough

My days are in fast forward

And at a stand still

I'm stuck, it's all repetition

The question remains

Tighten the vice

Keep hold of your uncertainty

Life, what does it mean?

Under the knife, bleed

Mountains of bones

Blood seeps into the earth and regrows

What waits for me?

I dread the knowledge but still it hangs

Overhead, underneath

Were we wrong all along?

What the fuck does this mean?

Death takes us all

Death takes us all

Give me the evidence of something to believe in

No more childish made up bullshit

I'll just put it to rest and close my eyes knowing that there's fucking nothing

After I die will anyone actually care or am I just fucking wasting my time?

I want to believe that I'll see you again

I don't want to lose control and fade away

I fear the stories of a light calling out my name

What waits for me?

I dread the knowledge

But still it hangs over me

Death takes us all

It will be nothing