Blue Forest

I wake up to a sound I have heard before A ringing tone of a bell The dream I carry on my shoulders I barely manage to tell Escaped the forest and it was obvious Those who left could survive But those who stayed were bound to suffer And see the falling of the last Animals and birds beautiful The wonders of life Why did we leave them to die? Those memories painted by my subconsciousness Stored with care in my mind That picture hangs around my neck It's upside down and I find A world inside its frame of a loneliness Silence painful and vast A garland made of withering flowers Children's stories of the last Animals and birds beautiful A world full of life Our forest blue and alive All those trees, animals And birds beautiful The wonders of life Why did we leave them to die? This life is unreal and time to time I feel That there's something about me Something dark surrounding me everywhere I go I've been trying to shove these thoughts in me to that lost world But as I'm getting old I realise that whatever happened Cast a shadow on my life that I might deserve So, I have to find my way back there to get closure Oh, but the voice in my head says "Son, it's gonna hurt" My heart says I'll get burned My gut screams red alert And that I'm not ready to learn Oh-oh-oh, the truth about that world How everything got burned And everyone got hurt And what happened to her But there's no way around this thing So I have to resolve it I close my eyes and try my best to remain calm 'cause I know this forest Its every corner, crest and den from when I was young But I have no idea what I'll find in here until it hits me Oh, I'm here to reveal the concealed smoking gun The reason I would run The ghost, they kept me from Who painted my hands in blood The one with the smoking gun Oh, I know I was the one The one with the smoking gun The one with hands in blood The one with the smoking gun