Every time you text me I'm expecting something horrible

So when I see your name pop up I put down my phone down on the Table

I been punching ride share codes until the fuckin app disables

If your phone says share your data promise me you press enable

Chewing copper cables

I just touched down came from Naples

I feel so conflicted

I don't know if I should keep it

Did you ask urself like do I want it or like do I need it

Fuck it press the button

Chances are they up to something

When did they last say to you they want you to be part of something

Expose myself open up to you no I'm not no public nudist

Taking chances I got cocky either way I'm going thru it

I felt closer to you

Even when you called me stupid

Catch myself thinking about you even when I had to shit to do and

It's like fuck you for it

That's the way I rationalize it

That's my L baby I can't deny it

So much easier to just be angry

(I'm so into you) to fuck you quickly

I can't help but feel you did me dirty

Even though I'm usually pretty good at emotion processing

Don't know why we kept going

I'm so closed up already

Opened up to you and I don't know why you let me

It's not your fault but I'm just saying

You made it feel so crazy

Every time you text me I'm expecting something horrible

So when I see that name pop up I put down my phone down on the Table

I been punching ride share codes until the fuckin app disables

If your phone says share your data promise me you press enable

Chewing copper cables

I just touched down came from Naples

I feel so conflicted

I don't know if I should keep it

Did you ask urself like do I want it or like do I need it

Fuck it press the button

Chances are they up to something

When did they last say to you they want you to be part of something