weekends

Weekends, I'm bleeding Kept secrets, I'm falling out Stopping myself from texting you back I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it Weekends, I'm bleeding Kept secrets, I'm falling out Stopping myself from texting you back I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it I don't wanna sleep Don't have time to breathe I wanna stay awake all damn week I can never sleep I stay grinding Look for me on the tv and you might see Is it really that surprising? Don't ever wanna fall 'cause I might bleed I stay shining, even tho I'm crying You call me up like an addict 'cause you might be But I don't feel sad now it's over Everybody wanna say "shit I know her" Since day one, I been a loner Anybody claiming OG is a poser Weekends, I'm bleeding Kept secrets, I'm falling out Stoppin' myself from texting you back I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it Weekends, I'm bleeding Kept secrets, I'm falling out Stoppin' myself from texting you back I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it Bullet to my brain Woulda gave my everything Just to be like one of you Swearing unto oath untrue And you think I'm insane 'Cause I didn't feel the same But maybe that's my plan To feel more than standard I think I deserve more than I want So I went out and ran that shit right up Imma bleed out on the pavement Don't need no one to save me Nothing in my veins I feel amazing Nothing in my heart I left it draining All these social paradigms frustrate me Guess I never really cared for faking Run it back, here I am You can't save me Weekends, I'm bleeding Kept secrets, I'm falling out Stoppin' myself from texting you back I don't wanna be alone but I'm acting like it