Maybe If I Try Hard Enough

Maybe if I try hard enough

My lungs will begin to swell

Out through my nose and back again

Breathing slowly till I learn to let this go

Maybe if I try hard enough

My stupid brain will let me sit this one out

Baby bird wants to fly the nest

But it's gotta learn to break its own shell

If I'm anything but honest

I just wanna get away from this

Every time I shut my heavy eyelids

The cogs are working overtime in my old bones

Reminding every brain cell that they exist

And I can't do this human shit all on my own

I feel like my worst enemy whenever I think

I don't know who I'm staring at in my own mirror

I feel my pain and frustration whenever I blink

Where do you run when you're the only thing you fear?

If I'm anything but honest

I just wanna get away from this

But once that I start running

I don't know if I can stay in one place, yeah

Maybe if I try hard enough

My stupid lungs will begin to swell

Out through my nose and back again

Breathing slowly till I learn to let this go

Breathing slowly till I learn to let this go

Breathing slowly till I learn to let this go

Breathing slowly till I learn to let this go