Comes In Waves

I can lie too I know you don't think I have it in me But what if I do? Woke up feeling like myself today For a minute there, I I couldn't tell who's who I've said it once to you before And I'll say it all again real slow this time I won't miss losing out on what I never try to find It comes in waves, it comes in waves And what about you? I'll bet you didn't think we'd make it this far But we've made do Sometimes I wonder if you're boring But you know I only ask it out of spite 'Cause I can't sleep without a fight I'll keep the peace and hold it in Yeah, I learned it from the best I'll let you keep your space, or maybe I call the shots until you pass my stupid little test And then I store it for later It comes in waves, it comes in waves No it never stays, it just comes in waves I am the dirt that keeps them buried in the layers of the earth The searing bulb that prays they never see the natural sun I am the green of every sepal holding fertile blossoms shut The bind of every grip around the bases of their ripened stems But when they bloom, they look so precious But only by my side I don't know why, I don't know why Tell me now, what's on your mind? Just let me stay and try again, I promise you I can rewind It comes in waves, it comes in waves Oh, I promise it never stays It just comes in waves