Why Am I Waiting

I'm in a lot of pain, but I act like it don't hurt Feel like I don't want anything if it's not her Swear, I put so much energy and it don't work Fell in love with your vibe and all your culture And when I think about you, do you think about me? And I'm talking 'bout the same way I always lose but never lose faith Even if I'm in the same place Like yes, I'm in love, I acknowledge it Look at the things we accomplished, just tell me you want it back All of the time in my heart and my mind You're just cold and I'm mourning bad Heard 'bout your exes, I see, they be trippin' Know it's cliché but believe me I'm different Mixin' emotions with all, I've been sippin' My heart always speaking but you never listen my-