Hard To Be Human

I'm a liar When you ask me how I am I will say I'm doing fine When I haven't been I'm a loser I'll step out onto the ring And let every stupid thing Knock me down But no one knows Like an actress I play roles When you see me, you won't know That I'm drowning, 'cause you'll hear a Fake laugh from behind a smile Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile A big hug, I've been great But really I'm lying to your face I don't wanna look weak, but I am 'Cause I don't think they'll understand Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doing But damn it's hard to be human I'm a cheater I'll do things the easy way Just so I'll get through the day Without screaming And I'm a cynic through and through And it's no offense to you But I wont let you in 'Cause I can't get burned again So you'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile A big hug, I've been great But really I'm lying to your face I don't wanna look weak, but I am 'Cause I don't think they'll understand Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doing But damn it's hard to be human I'm just a girl With a heart too big for her own good I would give it up if I could, but I can't So if I see you and you ask me how I am You'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile A big hug, I've been great But really I'm lying to your face I don't wanna look weak, but I am 'Cause I don't think they'll understand Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doin' But really it's so hard to be human Really it's so hard to be human