Mentally exhausted, this vicious cycle repeats itself over and over again

Set me free from this hell in my head

Progressively sinking faster

The optimistic side of me is withering

Asking questions, not finding answers

Opaque shades of monochrome fog my outlook on everything I once found vibrance in

My mindset plays major influence on my odd tendency to distance

It's not you

It's me so let me be

Locked in this dark state hoping my trial leads to the key

Set me free from this hell in my head

Progressively sinking faster

The optimistic side of me is withering

Asking questions, not finding answers

Backtracking constantly

You noticing a pattern?

Mentally exhausted, this vicious cycle repeats itself