Chum Bucket

Run and hide Shed my hide Dr. Jekyll Mr. Hyde Mystified Missed our time I was never good at byes I don't want to say goodbye I just want to be alright Elephant, you're the mice Plead the fifth, time to lie So who am I, (yeah) who am I? Taking it all personal in a skull i think is mine? Just a - tiny dot, in a world filled with speckles Of course I forgot, I'm so fucking forgetful Remind me - Who I really am and who you get to see What mask am I wearing, who will people get to meet? "Thought you were an asshole" became such a common theme Overthinking every moment, when will I get to be? Is this person really me In the reflection that I see Or should I peak Inside a lucid dream Catch me as I fall asleep Hopefully Hope will bring peace I'm hoping for a sweet release Hope fools, its fear it seems Gaslight - where'd you sleep last night? Never left, I passed right, just leave it in the past right? What's real? All these people look like mannequins I'm leaning towards the dark side, you can call me Anakin You call on me, I'm panicking Love is just a gambling Ought to be, abandoning 'cause honesty's a man made thing We'll never work out - together we're obesity Searching all around - for your supposed deity Let's play I'm the cloud You're parade I rain down Constantly What about? Simple thangs Simpleton sifting through his tender skin Let them in, settle down to settle in, this is not settling Mending turned to meddling The world doesn't stop just because you're not peddling Love's more than wedding ring When you get mad over anything Digging my own grave, can you help with burying? Death after life is just life after death Yet this voice in my head, says to "do this instead" I'm rooted and stretched and these bruised reach depths While confusion infuses as soon as you left I've lost count of your steps so now where did you end? But wait Why does it matter, I'll never admit No I'll never forget, yet I'll always submit Yeah I'll forfeit myself just to please you again Help me with this decompression Sunken feeling, am I really disconnected? No more link to that recollection You better start confessing, I'm polygraph testing