Build you up easy and watch as You crash to the floor
(Can't take anymore)
Buried in dirt, kicked in the face
A poisoned rat is never meant to win the race
You start to panic and you're feeling the weight
When your light embraces shadows of your chemical state
You're feeling frantic and You can't take the pace
Of a life less lived slowly slipping away
Don't try to tell me that, this was meant for me
Convince me happiness is only a daydream
There's no coming back, this pressure's killing me
Keep tossing anchors just to see if I'll sink
And there's no light house, and there's no true north
There's only dark skies coming but I've been here before
Don't try to tell me that This was meant for me
Cause I've been down for too long
My biggest fear is ill realize I never lived
(Just get and give)
My family's just faces in frames
I know their faces but can't remember names
When they think of me will they think of what should have been
When all my emotions come pouring out of a pen?
And it's a shame now
The clock keeps ticking on this breakdown
My body's battered by the days the weeks And years that I
Earned the scars I tried to hide
But I'm awake now!
Because there's so much more at stake now!
And I won't be a passenger in life like I was before
No more denying what I'm living for"
